Right Now?

working only the weekend is gonna murder my bank account.
quizzes everyday makes me procrastinate.
tho im doing fairly well outta luck.
schools awesome though.
strange how my classroom will be the same room for the next 2 years,
along with all the people in my class.
besides the ones thatll fail out or drop.
the teachers say "goodbye to your social life"
i say "good thing that shits at home"

OH which reminds me, that i finally brought that up to my mom.
flipped out for a good 5 mins, then continued to talk about my brothers shit.
being the youngest rocks. almost too much.
whatever, at least my moms bending with the things of the world lately.
at most shes always there.
unlike whatshisweakassface.
some daughter support in cash WOULD be helpful.
but then again, dont want anything from that man.

FOURTH OF JULY!!!!
no plans yet. :(
last years extravaganza was the shit.
but those neighbors are in a middle of a separation this year.
sooooooooo boo.
something oughtta come up.

July 16th.
i dont WANT to turn 22.
-______-
but i do want an all eyes on me partyy with everyone that cares!!
best thing about birthdays.
hahahahaha
OHHHHHHHHH!!
special guest appearance by
DEBI CHUN!!!!
good lord i havent seen that lady in 2 years.
havent spoken a word in 1 year.
good thing is that nothing has changed.
no huge conversation of huge events passing our lives.
cept turning 21.
shes with her man still, me with mine.
and so she will be there.
along with co workers, new friends, old friends, my friends, james' friends and if desired your friends too. (just none of those lamers referred in my Lame blog.)
it could work :D lol
of course i had to have both my finals that week...
but partyson after all that shit.
then i have fulltime clinical. HAH

location NOT definite, but prob at CANDLELIGHT.
since my boss has amazing connections with that place.
i really want it at Chapter 8 tho. its cooler over there...
but cover charges are lame.
ill figure it out.

before that...........
what the heck am i gonna do with my hair?
appointments on tuesday and my hairs basically a blank easel.
surprise time. aka impluse will take over.
fin.

Ladies.

last friday nite. LOVED IT!!
hung out with the old girls crew.
busy having fun to stop and take pictures.
im saddened.
BUTTTTTTTTT!
finallllllly got drunk! sheesh.
loved it...
though i dont think there has ever been an outting with my friends and james' friends.
it was groovy tho.
eunice is graduating this friday. holy smokes.
that was a quick 4 years.
im sure my 2 years ill zwing on by.
so far i really think this program is just gonna click for me.
anyways.
karmita is old. hhahahah jk
i just need to workk and workk.

Delicious.

this friday 4 years ago.
love created my story.
doesnt feel like 4 years at all.
but looking back to all we've both been through,
how we changed,
how we love.
so amazing.
so right.
so glad im not part of the beer guzzling, sloppy, beat down, letting loose, groupie hoes, bf jumperhumper, sloppy seconds, getting old, girls.
cannot express that enough.
aaand money says ill look 25 when im hitting close to 35.
booyah the benefits of asianess, no smoking, less than moderate drinking, and clear, smooth babies bottom skin, yo.
oh. and daily usage of the gym membership.
im feeling great.
gotta give it up to the sexist 6'1" part of my body...
jamesdeanbanaga. <3