Across the Universe

furshizzle.

Vent.

i hate assholes.
i hate assholes who isnt my boyfriend.
and i must say james is no where near an asshole.
therefore,
i dont like dealing with others assholeish attitude that has nothing to do with me.
i hate self involved assholes who cant see any bit of the whole picture rather than the mirror they stare at every single day.
i hate stupid bitches too.
who are rude.
RUDE PEOPLE ARE ASSHOLEY BITCHASSES.
or maybe i should say impolite.
i can be rude on purpose AND reason.
but impolite assholes have no idea or clue.
yeah.
all in all
somedays
assholes get to me.
and i fucking hate it.
fucking assholes.
id love to explain but itll hurt ppls clueless feelings.
so dont worry about it.

Lady Luck.

found a hundred buck in my parking lot this morning on my way to school.
i bot a lottery ticket tonite.
if you start seeing pictures of me all around the world,
its not a time to start being my friend.
cuz i already have my lovely chosen ones.
and if you dont know me already;
you'll never will.

pahahahahahhahhaha

i know im full of it.
but...
WHAT IF?

3 years overdue.

earthquake last nite.
glad it wasnt a bad one.
glad the bad one didnt come.
glad james was next to me.
glad boomer and lucy were close by.
glad we kinda prepared our room if the major one comes.
flashlight, glasses, boomer, james, check.
hope everyones prepared in whichever way.


gluck sanfernando valley.

Help.

someone create AI already.
you kno...
moving outta california later in life doesnt sound too bad.
looking at rent/home prices around here are retarded.
fuck hollyweird and LA disease.
i want a homey home with a great education system and plenty of work.
surrounded with down to earth positive people.
sick of the bullshit fakeshit blinding everyones mental issues.
i fucking hate studying,
it actually pisses me the fuck off.
comes to remind me...
i talked to my dad last nite.
fucking asshole.
im just gonna blame all my problems in life on you.
and i mean ALL.

ON A EXTREME BRIGHTER NOTE:
james is so funny.
recently hes been the sweetest of the sweet nectar of love.
and hes making me blush with all the little sweet thoughtful things hes been doing/acting.
calling me to see if im hungry everytime he goes to get food.
off the wall sublet kisses on my forehead.
knee touching at dinner...
what is more strange is that i didnt ask for this "change".
god.
if he aint perfect for me...
just let me vanish from life now.
theres nothing without this man.