eureka!

so yesterday was well i dont know the word exactly but it couldnt have felt any more real, relaxed, and right. continuing on, not many would understand, but it just made me really really happy to be that moment all day long.

woke up laid in bed for quite some time lets just say 1:30ishy.
got all ready with no plans but bowling that nite with my mom, brother and karleen.
by 2ishy me and james were pretty much starving,
but he suggests that we go get hurry curry.
since figuring out something BETTER to eat, i went with the flow.
besides i like being that way from simi cuz theres just more possibilities to flourish with.
FINALLY figured out my PERFECT dish there since the past several times ive been, ive tried something new and it just was never right, delicious, or the right size/price.
james gets his same ol same ol yummy chicken katsu curry.
while i got the light eaters WITHOUT the shredding chicken [cuz that just soaked up all the curry] with extra sliced hard boiled egg. AND stealing JUST one slice of katsu from james.
he hates it but too bad. i hate throwing away half my meal cuz of limited space.

there was this lady with a exposed saggy midsection drinking a saketini with a straw.
there was this gross korean couple WAY too loud for my non-korean taste.
there was this asian guy parking his "suped up" porche that he probably bought with his grandfathers old money. he could NOT not look at his car as he was walking away from it... i think he reparked it twice. and his gf already left across the street to their destination. get over it you azn compensator. ugh ugly.

so after feasting i had a cup of tea, and taught james the korean word for digest.
hes really good at retaining random phrases that ive taught him.
walked around in those stores of japanese creations.
james bot a mario mushroom piggy bank, scared me with a mannequin, and kept farting pretty loud in this aisle with sake cups.
giant robot and giant robot 2 are stores id like to visit, if i had magical loose change appearing in my car every day.

i found this flyer for this store across from where we were that features japanese photo booths.
SO EXCITED since the only other one i knew of was in el monte, i took james there as a surprise detour.
kinda nervous that he wouldnt be feeling it..
but after our first "photo shoot" and editing.
he was pretty much game.
i love him.
i think we were in there for.....
an hour and a half for just 3 sessions.

drove back home while hes playing final fantasy 12 or 8 or 11 on his psp.
that he had named all the characters after his friends and me :P
met up with desiree, my mom, karleen, and donny for some bowling balls which was a new and hilarious experience.
came home, snoodled and watched some good ol intervention.
then lights out.

honestly its those simple, silly, relaxing days with james where its not the fact that he is just my "boyfriend" but the fact that i am me and he is him.
and we are being us together that really makes me count my blessings when it comes to him...





his favorite one that he edited in the one with the king tut tombs or whatever. lol but theyre all pretty much ridiculous.




eureka! ive really found my loverface. <3

so little time.

When it comes to departures. We tend to say something out of sincerity when you're leaving.



See ya later is the best choice, because it says that you intend to see them again sometime in the near future.



Good bye means you are not intending to see them anymore, so you're making your ending moment with them pleasant in the aspect of saying, "I'm glad I met you."

And finally.



Farewell.



Farewell is you won't see them again, so you wish them the best.



I like that.


Farewell.

deal of a lifetime

"a $600.00 value avaliable for you for $75.00..."



fricking almost 85% off??
i dont understand.
so retarded. sorry mariah.
i love you. but what?
and NICK CANNON WHAT???
*glare*

not my typical friday.

well,
i was pretty sound asleep even after james left for work esp with the gloomy mornings that forelongs my sleeping in-ness.
but was waken wayy too early [10am] by my mother not understanding anything about her physical exam forms she had to fill out for her new job.
eeeeeeeyuck.
so i rolled out of bed took boomer and drove to my moms house to help her out.
so fustrating cuz i dont know what tuberculous or measels are in korean...
so with the help of a korean/english dictionary, we finish.
though she calls up her "bff" who im not so fond of, to ask her what her surgery she had in 2001 was called.
her "bff" tells her that you dont have to list anything if its past 4-5 years.
which is BULLSHIT cuz IM THE ONE sitting right in front of the paper that says list all operations including the year. and it DOES NOT specify within 4 years.
ESPECIALLY FOR THE FACT that my mom is apply at a hospital where it would be kinda CRUCIAL to know all details.
but my mom listens to her "bff"
i get pissed.
my mom gets clueless.
i moved on and got over it.
my moms nieghbor had her newborn granddaughter over so me and my mom went to have a looksee.
seeing little tiny babies is like.... humbling.
its crazy to think how this human was conceived, birthed, and now eating breathing and shitting on their own.
little fingers. little toes. miniture minimes.
i for one am not one to really googoogaagaa babies or kids.
but every once in a while, they melt my heart.
however i know ill be gunho my kids a helluvalot better than you kid and ill list every reason why kind of a mom.
but lets not think of that cuz that aint happening anyyyy time soon.
the mean crooked tooth neighbor dog bombards boomer which causes boomer to piss everywhere then lead to that dog humping the shit out of boomer...
wtf DOG getouttahere...
so i get home an hour or so later. crawl back into bed and snoodled with boomer, my personal portable adorable furnace that you just have to walk feed and love, try to regain some shut eye.
but after 11am at this household, its almost beyond impossible.
so i lay in bed dozing in and outta sleep til abouttttt 2:30pm :P
sometimes when im laying or sitting on the computer, my mind completely forgets the fact that i havent consumed any food at all.
5pm rolls around and i start getting ready for work.
driving to work i realize that ill prob pass out carrying food in the middle of the floor due to my stomach turning inside out.
i eat a bread roll with bbq sauce. diddledaddle. get one table. 2 hours later it aint getting any busier. so i ask to go home after making 13 bucks. woot.
got to see james for a good min before hes off to practice.
i sit on the comp, empty still, doing some serious searching for my next tattoo.
desiree finally convinces me to come out so we can eat.
after stuffing an in and out doubledouble animal style no spread sub mustard and ketchup selfishly to my dome, me and desiree had no other plans.
other than this "party".
alondra has this boyfriend that i met yesterday at bestbuy and it seems like everyone in my grade back in simi high knew of him cept me, desiree, and even alondra herself.
well it was his birthday bashy kinda tonite at his friends house.
so i hesistantly went to this "house party" that i havent attending in quite some time.
so we walked through the front door accompanied by waleed and enter into a sitting room with white carpet with faint pink furniture [i think] and this white cat.
not that i HATE cats... but cats to me bring this evil demon vibe whenever they stare at me.
trust me our cat at my house, farrah, she prob kitty hexes me 24/7.
wellllllll this white cat was in the most awkward evilist position and eerie area in that room.. and freaked me out...
waleed said to ignore it, so we go to pass by til it does this freak out lunge at us...
anyways point is.... freakyfreaky.
everyone was outside in the cold.
i spot a beerbong table. so against drinking liquids after a object was bounced off the floor then "rinsed" in dirty water. bluuuh.
then my eyeballs were ambushed with a lot of familiar faces.
plenty to be surprised to see and greet.
a few to happily ignore.
total flash back to simi high 03 and "those good old days" again.
honestly didnt really think that any would recognize me with my chameleon face.
if you've seen my ID and credit card pics in my wallet.
[maybe its just a picture thing how my face changes...?? whatevs]
it was nice considering i havent been in that kind of situation in AGES.
strange how this little city can hide people so well.
totally not how my fridays go.
we were suppose to try to go to this jazz club in chinatown, but karmo fell asleep and it was too late to go anyways.
besides all i kept imagining were those gas prices signs with the numbers $5.00 on it.
big ol turn off to do anything.
so well im at home, chatting with chanelle, and waiting to snoodle with my sexy loverface.
now THATS typical. :D
gnites.

Memory tester #2

--- 4 Years Ago -------

1.) How old were you?
18

2.) Where did you go to school?
starting up moorpark

3) Where did you work?
it was a toss with togos baskin robins and fune sushi

4.) Where did you live?
sequoia and cochran.

5.) Where did you hang out?
anywhere but home.

6.) Did you wear glasses?
no way.

7.) Who was your best friend/s?
eunice and desiree.

8.) How many tattoos did you have?
none.

9.) How many piercings did you have?
4

10.) What car did you drive?
my OLD acura cl

11.) Had you been to a real party?
sure...

12.) Had You had your heart broken?
i think so.

13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
inbetweeny.

-------------2 years ago-----------

1.) How old were you?
20

2.) Where did you go to school?
moorpark college.

3) Where did you work?
front desk.

4.) Where did you live?
my brothers new house with his wife.

5.) Where did you hang out?
almost anywhere that served me alcohol.

6.) Did you wear glasses?
noope.

7.) Who were your best friends?
desiree. eunice. randi. karmo.

8.) Who was your crush?
jamesdeanbanaga

9.) How many tattoos did you have?
nada.

10.) How many piercings did you have?
5

11) What car did you drive?
acura cl.

12) Had your heart broken?
yeah... but mended

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
half and half.

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?
22

2.) Where do you work?
dakotas steak house. omg i still work there....

3.) Where do you live?
with james

4.) Do you wear glasses?
contacts purple ones right now.

5.) Who are your best friends?
james. desiree. karmo. eunice. chanelle.

6.) Do you talk to your old friends?
notsomuch?

7.) How many piercings do you have?
barely 2.

8.) How many tattoos?
one. i want to finish my 1st and get my 2nd so bad...

9.) What kind of car do you have?--
SCION XB! woot.

10.) Has your heart been broken?
no.

11.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?:
taken. <3