Tuesday, May 27, 2008

best/worst myspace ad.

along with chanelle; myspace is ridiculous.

have you seen the one with

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whut? why!?

Sunday, May 25, 2008

human giant.

got canceled to air on mtv.
sucks for mtv.
good for youtube.

fucking genius.


a lot of things happened.
perhaps too much to really update.
but ive been meaning to post this.
cuz its fucking DOPE.
to me its really gross and gives me the ibbygibbies.
but super cool at the same time.

Saturday, May 24, 2008


i guess what catalyzed this week was tuesday when eunice texts me to come out to cinespace in LA.
i instantly rallied up karmo since shes been asking for me to take her to an electroclubbo.
of course many follows one with our friends.
jen, bambi, micheal, rob, and chinks came along.
blahbalh guestlist closes at 11. blahbalhba
entry fee sucks crapholes.
since were there and we were there for a reason, we enter.
a little crowded but could have been worse.
i wished royal rumble and chanelle and her peoples were there since thats what im used to with music like so.
so alp de ap was there and karmita told me he was half flipino??
ballsy i went to up him tapped him on the shoulder and said

me: your from black eyed peas right??
him: yeh!
me: youre half flipino??
him: yeh! [showed me his belt buckle of their flag i guess]
me: wtf?! really i thought the tall long hair guy was!
him: nah! hes half mexican and indian
him: yeh! are you flipino?
me: HAHAH no:
him: oh...
me: but your not william.
him: nah!

and so i said cool and went off...
im gonna say im hardly star struck.
unless theyre on my list of faves.
so yah cinespace was funnn.

weds hung out with desiree, then somehow got smuggled into going $1 bowling.
hahahahah i seriously suck at bowling.
that was fun and a bit eventful.
considering ann being my IV tube and draining miller high life into my body.
but it was cool.

thursday went northridge mall with desiree and rene.
later went to suki 7 to party for ninays birthday.
ninay being karmita and karleens middle sister.
hahahahah she turned 55. lol
suki 7. never been but never would eat there.
cept their edamame. cuz they had garlic on them and it was bomb.
they turn into a club at night?
it was pretty fun.
drank way too much shit i havent drank in a long time.
surfer on acid. patron. a suped up starry night.
thats all i can remember drinking. bad.
actually i cant really remember that night in actual sequence which is lame cuz im really good at that even being wasted.
but those younger days are gone i guess.
then my friend got a dui.
some of us went to karmos house to wait to pick him up from jail.
but then got into this deep conversation about evolution and souls and stuff til like 4 something in the morning.
even tho he called at 2 something to get picked up.

it was a fun week.
cept that im sick.

uhm. im kinda done right now....

Wednesday, May 21, 2008


Talking Dog


Monday, May 19, 2008

santa monica bliss.

so its our unofficial hot spot for me and james i guess.
yesterday [sunday] was a hot day with no plans at all.
james suggest that we should hit up 3rd street since we havent in quite a while.
drive was smooth EXCEPT this one part on the 405 where all lanes slammed their brakes at the same time.
i had no idea what caused the sudden traffic, but driving in the fast lane next to the carpool lane, my answer was given.
i see the cars in the carpool lane having the merge into my lane...
and i see one of those larger lexus SUV [not the rs300's] stopped with the emergencies on.
slowly letting cars go in front of me i was curious slash rubbernecking wtf happened.
cuz i see no other cars stopped with it, or see that it slammed into the center divider...
until i actually PASSED the car.
it looked like SOMETHING had fallen from the SKY and smashed the front windshield and the top of the windshield roof.
but the craziest thing is that i saw NOTHING to have caused that.
all fenders and bumpers were intact cept the roof and window...
sooo mind boggling...

moving on...
we got down to 4th street and saw the active store that me and james forgot that it has opened.
excited, we parked.
i guess they were having this wesc spin the wheel extravaganza; if you bot a wesc item u can spin the wheel for a prize.
james spotted a dope jacket to buy, i found a cute tshirt.
the guy was hilarious and didnt really seem to care about the wheel besides getting rid of all the prizes asap.
so he let james spin the wheel and it landed on headphones.
ironically james wanted headphones but they only had pink left or something.
so the guy, spinning the wheel slowly, asks james what he really wants from the wheel of wesc.
james says "demin".
fabulous choice. so he digs in the box of jeans.
while after i purchased my shirt, he didnt even bother spinning the wheel, he just told me to go pick whatever.
james got new wesc jeans that fits him wonderfully.
and i pick out white wesc skinny jeans.
it was a happy day for us considering how much those jeans really cost.

we finally walk down 3rd street, which isnt really that great at all anyways.
saw this HUGE black and white great dane that made me googoogaagaa all over.
fortified my goal to have one sometime in my lifetime.
we kept spotting this buff white fabio kinda guy with his shirt off and longer surfer blonde hair every where we went.
and all that buff guy did was strut as if his very one soundtrack was playing in his head.
later when we saw him on the way back to our car,
i asked james "why?"
james said "drugs".
we fell upon wasteland which i had no idea was there since it was on 4th street.
got a couple goodies there.

and then we were off to HURRYCURRY once again.
it was seriously so delish.
some sapporo and sake later we were buzzed.
made our stop to japanese land to take pics.
almost karaoke.
james downed 2 sake bottles from the liquor store in the car drive home.
and it was all sillynanny from there on.
i love santa monica.
lovely, lovely day.

seriously. james is getting soo good at editing these... its funny.
like the horse face, donuts, and the money with fast food on the desk.

Saturday, May 17, 2008


the orphanage.

A+++ freals. a new mustsee-er. maybe i like the directing and just the whole play of the movie itself. however the story line is so good. the performance. it says that its the same directer of pan labyrinth which is also a great movie. its "scary" although just jumpy scary. sooo good. watch it watch it!!

paris je taime!

pretty cute and gushy. its like watching a whole bunch of short stories of people falling in love one way or another in paris. the moment of "falling in love" is the most greatest event that could ever ever happen to anyone. to whatever and whoever it may be... anyways i have a few selected favorite stories. one with my favorite line in the movie:

"lets go back to the hotel, i'll make you some love..." <3

Friday, May 16, 2008

make it stop.

make the heat stop broiling us.
make it stop...
make the blow dryer stop...

Thursday, May 15, 2008


id only get a cat if they have the following qualifications:

LOL all day long.

red fish.

4 thumbs up from me and desiree.
loved the ambiance.
loved my vodka, poma, cran with 2 limes.
not so much on the ceaser salad mainly cuz it wasnt chopped up, dressing too creamy, teeny tiny croutons, and square parmesan. exact opposite of what how i like my ceaser.
we ordered the lobster mac and cheese that ive heard SO much about.
then this primie steak that was blacken/seasoned like a mofo with melted goat cheese with a side of sauteed corn and mushrooms.
all of that, BOMBEE.
there were toasted bread crumbs on the mac and cheese.
the goat cheese is perfect for that seasoned steak. bleu cheese crumbles would be alittle too much...?
then the corn was awesomepossom.
ate the apple cobbler with "geleto" on top.
over all.
bombdotcom over at red fish.
you gotta try it.
a bit pricey, tho i thought it was worth it.

we didnt like this host girl staring at us more than half the time.

ps i wish i was there with chanelle and mike when they came up with "nonohohojojo". :T

Wednesday, May 14, 2008


i dont expect yall to understand or try to envision this dream i had a few nights ago. but it is mind twisting. and i could never explain the full description of my dreams. but i hope you enjoy.

it started out as one of those dreaming of work dreams.
i was serving at this place that had like stadium dining seating but it was a really nice restaurant. it might be for a concert of somesort i dont know. anyhow 2 of my real managers at dakotas were there as well as justin timberlake. i was struggling with these tables i had cuz i was running around busy yaddayaddayadda after work me and my managers including justin timberlake [btw is justin from nsync days] sit down and eat some dinner. i guess i ordered lasagna even tho just recently i had expressed in real life how much i dislike that dish cuz its just so thick and just so much sauciness. anyways im enjoying it... which i dont think ive ever had a dream about eating food... and i feel something hard like a rock in my mouth. came to realize it was my molar and spat it out. then i started freaking out to everyone how i dont have dental insurance and i cant afford to go get it fix and how am i suppose to eat now. then I CANT remember which manager but they grab some kind of adhesive that look like those tubes to glue down tile or mirrors or what not. and stuffed my tooth back into my jaw. the end

i woke up scared cuz the one thing i knew about dreams with teeth falling out was how someone would get ill or die... ugh. then i googled it and found that it could be money coming in IE tooth fairy. then i saw another one how it could mean that you could be self conscience about yourself cuz... i dont know.

here ill paste it.

"My Teeth Are Falling"

Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap.Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.

In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.

Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.

Other Perspectives

A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.

It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.

btw real world hollywood tonite!!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008


i like when me and my friends use the word "apparently" to conversations.

and this video


so yesterday was well i dont know the word exactly but it couldnt have felt any more real, relaxed, and right. continuing on, not many would understand, but it just made me really really happy to be that moment all day long.

woke up laid in bed for quite some time lets just say 1:30ishy.
got all ready with no plans but bowling that nite with my mom, brother and karleen.
by 2ishy me and james were pretty much starving,
but he suggests that we go get hurry curry.
since figuring out something BETTER to eat, i went with the flow.
besides i like being that way from simi cuz theres just more possibilities to flourish with.
FINALLY figured out my PERFECT dish there since the past several times ive been, ive tried something new and it just was never right, delicious, or the right size/price.
james gets his same ol same ol yummy chicken katsu curry.
while i got the light eaters WITHOUT the shredding chicken [cuz that just soaked up all the curry] with extra sliced hard boiled egg. AND stealing JUST one slice of katsu from james.
he hates it but too bad. i hate throwing away half my meal cuz of limited space.

there was this lady with a exposed saggy midsection drinking a saketini with a straw.
there was this gross korean couple WAY too loud for my non-korean taste.
there was this asian guy parking his "suped up" porche that he probably bought with his grandfathers old money. he could NOT not look at his car as he was walking away from it... i think he reparked it twice. and his gf already left across the street to their destination. get over it you azn compensator. ugh ugly.

so after feasting i had a cup of tea, and taught james the korean word for digest.
hes really good at retaining random phrases that ive taught him.
walked around in those stores of japanese creations.
james bot a mario mushroom piggy bank, scared me with a mannequin, and kept farting pretty loud in this aisle with sake cups.
giant robot and giant robot 2 are stores id like to visit, if i had magical loose change appearing in my car every day.

i found this flyer for this store across from where we were that features japanese photo booths.
SO EXCITED since the only other one i knew of was in el monte, i took james there as a surprise detour.
kinda nervous that he wouldnt be feeling it..
but after our first "photo shoot" and editing.
he was pretty much game.
i love him.
i think we were in there for.....
an hour and a half for just 3 sessions.

drove back home while hes playing final fantasy 12 or 8 or 11 on his psp.
that he had named all the characters after his friends and me :P
met up with desiree, my mom, karleen, and donny for some bowling balls which was a new and hilarious experience.
came home, snoodled and watched some good ol intervention.
then lights out.

honestly its those simple, silly, relaxing days with james where its not the fact that he is just my "boyfriend" but the fact that i am me and he is him.
and we are being us together that really makes me count my blessings when it comes to him...

his favorite one that he edited in the one with the king tut tombs or whatever. lol but theyre all pretty much ridiculous.

eureka! ive really found my loverface. <3

Saturday, May 10, 2008

so little time.

When it comes to departures. We tend to say something out of sincerity when you're leaving.

See ya later is the best choice, because it says that you intend to see them again sometime in the near future.

Good bye means you are not intending to see them anymore, so you're making your ending moment with them pleasant in the aspect of saying, "I'm glad I met you."

And finally.


Farewell is you won't see them again, so you wish them the best.

I like that.


deal of a lifetime

"a $600.00 value avaliable for you for $75.00..."

fricking almost 85% off??
i dont understand.
so retarded. sorry mariah.
i love you. but what?

not my typical friday.

i was pretty sound asleep even after james left for work esp with the gloomy mornings that forelongs my sleeping in-ness.
but was waken wayy too early [10am] by my mother not understanding anything about her physical exam forms she had to fill out for her new job.
so i rolled out of bed took boomer and drove to my moms house to help her out.
so fustrating cuz i dont know what tuberculous or measels are in korean...
so with the help of a korean/english dictionary, we finish.
though she calls up her "bff" who im not so fond of, to ask her what her surgery she had in 2001 was called.
her "bff" tells her that you dont have to list anything if its past 4-5 years.
which is BULLSHIT cuz IM THE ONE sitting right in front of the paper that says list all operations including the year. and it DOES NOT specify within 4 years.
ESPECIALLY FOR THE FACT that my mom is apply at a hospital where it would be kinda CRUCIAL to know all details.
but my mom listens to her "bff"
i get pissed.
my mom gets clueless.
i moved on and got over it.
my moms nieghbor had her newborn granddaughter over so me and my mom went to have a looksee.
seeing little tiny babies is like.... humbling.
its crazy to think how this human was conceived, birthed, and now eating breathing and shitting on their own.
little fingers. little toes. miniture minimes.
i for one am not one to really googoogaagaa babies or kids.
but every once in a while, they melt my heart.
however i know ill be gunho my kids a helluvalot better than you kid and ill list every reason why kind of a mom.
but lets not think of that cuz that aint happening anyyyy time soon.
the mean crooked tooth neighbor dog bombards boomer which causes boomer to piss everywhere then lead to that dog humping the shit out of boomer...
wtf DOG getouttahere...
so i get home an hour or so later. crawl back into bed and snoodled with boomer, my personal portable adorable furnace that you just have to walk feed and love, try to regain some shut eye.
but after 11am at this household, its almost beyond impossible.
so i lay in bed dozing in and outta sleep til abouttttt 2:30pm :P
sometimes when im laying or sitting on the computer, my mind completely forgets the fact that i havent consumed any food at all.
5pm rolls around and i start getting ready for work.
driving to work i realize that ill prob pass out carrying food in the middle of the floor due to my stomach turning inside out.
i eat a bread roll with bbq sauce. diddledaddle. get one table. 2 hours later it aint getting any busier. so i ask to go home after making 13 bucks. woot.
got to see james for a good min before hes off to practice.
i sit on the comp, empty still, doing some serious searching for my next tattoo.
desiree finally convinces me to come out so we can eat.
after stuffing an in and out doubledouble animal style no spread sub mustard and ketchup selfishly to my dome, me and desiree had no other plans.
other than this "party".
alondra has this boyfriend that i met yesterday at bestbuy and it seems like everyone in my grade back in simi high knew of him cept me, desiree, and even alondra herself.
well it was his birthday bashy kinda tonite at his friends house.
so i hesistantly went to this "house party" that i havent attending in quite some time.
so we walked through the front door accompanied by waleed and enter into a sitting room with white carpet with faint pink furniture [i think] and this white cat.
not that i HATE cats... but cats to me bring this evil demon vibe whenever they stare at me.
trust me our cat at my house, farrah, she prob kitty hexes me 24/7.
wellllllll this white cat was in the most awkward evilist position and eerie area in that room.. and freaked me out...
waleed said to ignore it, so we go to pass by til it does this freak out lunge at us...
anyways point is.... freakyfreaky.
everyone was outside in the cold.
i spot a beerbong table. so against drinking liquids after a object was bounced off the floor then "rinsed" in dirty water. bluuuh.
then my eyeballs were ambushed with a lot of familiar faces.
plenty to be surprised to see and greet.
a few to happily ignore.
total flash back to simi high 03 and "those good old days" again.
honestly didnt really think that any would recognize me with my chameleon face.
if you've seen my ID and credit card pics in my wallet.
[maybe its just a picture thing how my face changes...?? whatevs]
it was nice considering i havent been in that kind of situation in AGES.
strange how this little city can hide people so well.
totally not how my fridays go.
we were suppose to try to go to this jazz club in chinatown, but karmo fell asleep and it was too late to go anyways.
besides all i kept imagining were those gas prices signs with the numbers $5.00 on it.
big ol turn off to do anything.
so well im at home, chatting with chanelle, and waiting to snoodle with my sexy loverface.
now THATS typical. :D

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Memory tester #2

--- 4 Years Ago -------

1.) How old were you?

2.) Where did you go to school?
starting up moorpark

3) Where did you work?
it was a toss with togos baskin robins and fune sushi

4.) Where did you live?
sequoia and cochran.

5.) Where did you hang out?
anywhere but home.

6.) Did you wear glasses?
no way.

7.) Who was your best friend/s?
eunice and desiree.

8.) How many tattoos did you have?

9.) How many piercings did you have?

10.) What car did you drive?
my OLD acura cl

11.) Had you been to a real party?

12.) Had You had your heart broken?
i think so.

13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?

-------------2 years ago-----------

1.) How old were you?

2.) Where did you go to school?
moorpark college.

3) Where did you work?
front desk.

4.) Where did you live?
my brothers new house with his wife.

5.) Where did you hang out?
almost anywhere that served me alcohol.

6.) Did you wear glasses?

7.) Who were your best friends?
desiree. eunice. randi. karmo.

8.) Who was your crush?

9.) How many tattoos did you have?

10.) How many piercings did you have?

11) What car did you drive?
acura cl.

12) Had your heart broken?
yeah... but mended

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
half and half.


1.) How old are you?

2.) Where do you work?
dakotas steak house. omg i still work there....

3.) Where do you live?
with james

4.) Do you wear glasses?
contacts purple ones right now.

5.) Who are your best friends?
james. desiree. karmo. eunice. chanelle.

6.) Do you talk to your old friends?

7.) How many piercings do you have?
barely 2.

8.) How many tattoos?
one. i want to finish my 1st and get my 2nd so bad...

9.) What kind of car do you have?--
SCION XB! woot.

10.) Has your heart been broken?

11.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?:
taken. <3